hey, its me. lol. well our school has blocked myspace and that really sucks, cuz now i actually will have to do work in class. o well. n e ways, i am very excited about the play we are doing this year, the laramie project, it is a drama and i expect we will do a fantastic job w/ it cuz, uh, were hickman, duh!. but everyone should come and see it. it will be in Feb i think around the 15th-the 18th or somthin close to those dates.

aside from school, my life has been pretty fricken boring...i cant wait till my b-day, which is on monday, the 8th. so you beotches better get me somthin. lol. j/k...but seriously. that means i will be 18 in like one year, yay for porn and cigarettes. lol. just because i will be able to. well enough with my random babbling, leave me some comments! <3 ya!!

When am I going to know?

Why can't i do it. I mean it's not that big of an effin deal. why cant i just ask him if he is interested in me. it is just so hard to do you know what i mean. i really just want to know, i mean who knows if im going to make anything of it or not, it is just the whole point of the thing. Ok let me explain myself a little bit more...So since last year i have been crushing on this guy from school...im not going to tell you who....but i dont know if he is like that or not. if he is i really wish he would just say somthin, you know? well n e ways back to my story, this year i feel we have really connected and i have enjoyed that connection tremendously, but i dont know if i should act on it or not. yea i want to...but if he is straight then who knows what could happen, i mean were talkin sexual harassment and all this crazy shit. well n e ways give me some advice and what not. BUT then here is my other prob. i am talkking to someone right now, my ex, possibly my steady, not sure where that is going to lead, but i like him, i want to know if i should like him or if i should like the other guy. because im not goign to do both, that is jsut wrong. but ne wayz let me know what i should do ppl!

~heart ya~!

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